back from appointment

hello, all!

it was nice that jerry and mom both got to go to the appointment with me. extra support is always good!

i just got back and i don’t know quite what to feel because i expected to be totally crushed or totally happy. instead, she told me the one egg that was developing better was pretty large, but not as large as it should have been, so she couldn’t do the injection. she DID say that there is a chance i could still get pregnant on my own, but i just can’t have the injection.
i also found out more details. because of the pcos, my eggs are not developing normally. they are staying small and not enlarging and developing as they should. the clomid is supposed to help them to develop normally, then the injection helps the eggs be ready for implantation.
please continue to pray for us. i’m feeling pretty bummed and still a little hopeful with the small chance of conceiving this month.

if i DON’T conceive this month, when i start my period i’ll be put on clomid again for the week, but they are increasing the dosage of it, so that means there’s more of a chance for multiples – oh my! but whatever we’ll be happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i also went to burlington’s coat factory and went to the baby depot there. ohhhh it was fun. i love it when jerry looks at baby stuff with me. we picked out a cabinet/changing table area that we want. and we also picked out the crib bedding for the boy and the girl. 🙂 no one understands why we want to know the sex when we finally get pregnant, but that’s one of the reasons. for the boy, the main color will be baby mint green and for the girl the main color will be baby lavendar. we found ADORABLE stuff 🙂 i recommend the baby depot to anybody!

anyway, just planning for the future here! 😉

God bless you and thanks for your prayers!

love you and God bless,