i had a VERY human moment yesterday.
one of my close friends offline (i only have a few good offline friends) told me last month she and her hubby were going to try to get pregnant again. (their daughter just turned one a few months ago). i was happy for them, and knew it wouldn’t take long for them to conceive again.
well yesterday she called to tell me she is pregnant. i was happy i was fine i was ok. then i asked if they have decided on a name yet – they really want a boy – and she said her husband decided on jeremiah. JEREMIAH – my firstborn son’s name. i feel SO territorial about it and feel guilty about how hurt this makes me. she KNEW this was going to be my first born son’s name. she had other bible names picked out – samuel, jacob, nathaniel, and then lets her husband pick a name that she knew what my favorite boy’s name.
it was like a knife in my heart!!
i just wanted to get it out. please pray for me about this.
i’m going out with my mom. will be back soon.