i’m too disappointed and exhausted to post much, but i am back, and obviously i didn’t have josiah. ALL THEY DID WAS AN NST!!!! because i wasn’t having consistent contractions at the time, they did not even check to see what i was dilated or anything. i should have forced them to – yeah right – but i’m home now and nothing more can be done. josiah is fine – he started moving all around almost as soon as i lay down on the table. what an ornery boy!!!
i am going to try to get jeremiah down early for bedtime so i can go to bed early myself. i am sooooo tired and worn out. i feel horribly miserable – i’m having rough contractions, but not consistent enough ones. which is EXACTLY what happened with jeremiah, if you’ll remember.
UGH.