better


well, i’m already feeling better 🙂 the Lord is being gracious unto me! He knows that i don’t want to be jealous and selfish so He took those bad feelings away. i am very happy for my friend. and i found out one of my other friends from college is due in 5 weeks! wow! i knew she was pregnant, but i haven’t heard from her in a while – she felt bad for me so i think she didn’t want me to be hurt. i wrote her e long message telling her that i really wanted to hear from her and that i would be ok to hear it. she isn’t going to find out what the baby is. i know I couldn’t do that – i have waited sooooo long to be pregnant so i KNOW i will NOT be able to wait to find that little surprise out 🙂 hehehe.
here is the link to the new poem i wrote yesterday : precious dreams.
i appreciate everyone who commented on here! it means a bunch to me to know i have your support, love and prayers 🙂
have a great night!
love n hugs n stuff,

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  1. Jenni

    Hi Jenn, How are you? Wow, I love that poem! My feelings exactly
    Hi Jenn, How are you? Wow, I love that poem! My feelings exactly. I cried my eyes out!!! Now I want to start a blog like this! I’ll have to go lookin’ for some graphics… where did you get yours?

    I’m having a rough start this week … I got home late and found your tag! Thank you! I love you too! :o)
    Oh, yeah, I got you a card today… I want to send it to you in the US mail …. I need your address… but we can set up a time to call each other! Let me know! This weekend we’re moving & then I’ll let you know my address!
    Ok, have a great night! I’m praying for you, my sister! Big hugs & kisses! Tell Jerry hello for me & Mahmud! Sleep sweet!

    *hugs & prayer*

    ~ Jenni ~

  2. khakiwife

    Jenn,
    I am sitting here, tears streaming down my face, not quite
    Jenn,
    I am sitting here, tears streaming down my face, not quite sure what to write here. I have read every single page of this blog and I am speechless. I have always "felt sympathy" for my friends and others who could not conceive but this is the closest I have ever come to understanding the pain involved. I always thought I appreciated my little boys as much as possible but you proved me wrong. I find that I need to appreciate having them even more than ever and not take them for granted. Your blog has touched me & my heart in a way nothing has in a long time. I know we only "met" recently and I have prayed for God’s will in your life but maybe I should put more effort into my prayers for you. You have such a beautiful heart and soul…it isn’t so much that I feel you deserve a child anymore, I feel more like a child deserves you. Thank you for putting my motherhood into perspective for me. I am officially making you my personal mission with God. I am going to petition God in my prayers and ask that your prayers be answered and hope fervently that a baby for you is God’s intention. Now more than ever I want to believe that you are so special that it is taking God a little bit of time to create the perfect little bundle for you. I hope you can feel this great big CyberHug I am sending you…
    Brandy/khakiwife

  3. Nancze

    Just a note to say this is very precious for sure and you know m
    Just a note to say this is very precious for sure and you know my heart. ~hug~ And thank you for your Card came today and I will thrilled!!! love you!

  4. Jen

    i love you sweetie and am continuously praying for you. 🙂

    i love you sweetie and am continuously praying for you. 🙂

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