well, i’m back from the appointment and i bring disappointing news. somehow the egg folicles were even smaller this time than last month. they were 8, 10 and 12 in diameter and what they want is 18. so no injection. i have an appointment on valentines day of all days to meet with the dr again. i haven’t seen him since i started the clomid. the nurse says i will definitely be prescribed some injection but she doesn’t know if he’ll want to run more tests on me.
i am very disappointed. i cried off and on the whole way back. i’m so thankful jerry was with me, and i’m so thankful he’s so loving and supportive. he took me out to steak and shake for a comforting meal. then we picked up a few groceries at aldi’s. i don’t know what we’re going to do. i do know we are going to save up some money to pay off the bills we already have so we can start on the new drugs. it’s almost unbelievable that this is happening. i never in a million years thought i would be infertile.
thank you for your prayers and love. i really really need it. i know the Lord has a plan for us. it’s just so hard to see it. i am working on recording the vocals to i will listen and i will put it on my themesong page as soon as it’s done – it’s up now! click here this really does sum up everything i’m feeling and thinking.