well i’m still alive and kicking. sorry it’s been so long. i’ve been so up and down it’s not even funny. i have also been feeling very sick to my tummy continuously. also, it sounds weird, but i can feel my eggs/ovaries doing stuff. a side effect of the clomid is abdominal discomfort, but i don’t think it describes it well enough in saying that! today is my last day of the clomid (hopefully forever). please pray that it does its job! on monday i go in to get an ultrasound (which are not fun btw, at least not this kind!) to see if my eggs have developed enough. if so, i’ll be getting that injection to help my eggs ready for fertilization. remember last time, there was only one egg that looked a little mature, and it wasn’t mature enough for them to give me the injection. 🙁 so keep me in your prayers.
things are going ok besides that. i have discussed the foster thing with jerry and he has agreed to pray and think about it. we know there’s minimal money involved in it, so it would be for me and whatever kids more than anything i think. mom said she thinks it might be a good idea, but i haven’t even begun to bring it up with grampa. we’ll see after Christmas i guess.
poor kc doesn’t know what to do with himself. the sweetheart is always so sensitive to my emotions, so when i’m feeling bad he acts so strangely! he mopes around as if he doesn’t have anyone to love him. it’s really odd! but when papa gets home he’s so excited, yet still a little odd. i’ll be glad when this is out of my system so kc can feel normal again lol.
as i keep reminding everyone, my birthday is next wednesday! i’ll be 27 in a week! i took the liberty of making a wish list for myself LOL. i know i won’t get anything, but it’s for fun anyhow. of course i don’t have time to add EVERYTHING i want, but there are a few things i came across that i’d like. 🙂 My wishlist.
well i have to plug Faithfulfamily.net again. i have noticed only one of my friends has become a member. i know jennifer d tried before it was working – but it’s working now! 😉 if you love children, as i’m sure you all do, you have to check out my gallery collection. it’s got great pictures and paintings by the best in the biz. also i’ve been getting permission from lots of different people to reprint their informational articles on my site! i am getting all sorts of great stuff now. hardly anything is empty! 😉 i’m very excited about this, as you can tell. once again, this is not only a ministry but i plan to make money with this site so i never have to find a job again. it has always been a dream of mine to make a lullaby album, and i’m working on some of the songs now, and i will probably sell them on that site! i’m very excited about this, so please pray about it. i only sing and write – i don’t know how to play an instrument. if anyone knows how and would like to come up with some music to go with my words and melodies, let me know! 🙂
well as you can tell i missed chatting away so i guess i’ve more than made up for my absence now. i need to work on Faithfulfamily.net again today, but i promise i will get around to everyone. 🙂 i really appreciate all of your prayers – i can really feel them sometimes! 😉