hello everyone.
i wanted to tell everyone that i started my period again. i’m very disappointed and depressed. i had a major feeling it was coming because of the huge pimples that took over my face, but i was still hoping that was a pregnancy side effect. not so.
i am waiting to call the dr’s office because they’re on a lunch break. i’m supposed to be put on a higher dose of clomid this time, so i can guarantee my emotions will be out of control!
please pray for me. pray that i will conceive. i guess i need prayer on acceptance now as much as actually conceiving. perhaps the Lord doesn’t want me to have a child by birth at this time. if that’s the case, i need the strength to move on with my life. it seems i’m at a standstill with this. since all i ever wanted to be was a wife and mother, i don’t quite know what to do with myself. i feel a bit useless.
i know this is my hormones talking as much as my pain. my point is really just that i need lots of prayer.
love you all and i hope you won’t mind me if i don’t post for a bit.
God bless,

2 thoughts on “period again

  1. Hi Jenn, thanks for visiting my blog, just thought I’d come by t
    Hi Jenn, thanks for visiting my blog, just thought I’d come by to see you too:) I love your page, I’ve never seen the graphics before and your lay out is great. I have a friend who has been trying to conceive for many years, and although it only took us 13 months to conceive (seems a short time compared to 6 or 7 years) I know a little of what you’re going through. My heart aches at the thought of what you’re going through, and I will pray for God’s peace for you this holiday season. Hugs, Denise

  2. ((((Aww, honey)))) I have never dealt with infertility, but I k
    ((((Aww, honey)))) I have never dealt with infertility, but I know just how you feel about wanting to be a wife and mommy, cuz that was my dream, too. I know it is easy for me to say trust God and let Him have His perfect timing in your life, but I have had my share of "patience" trials, and God is faithful. Ask Him to be your everything. Give yourself fully, 100% to Him right now, and continue to pray that He give you the desire of your heart. He really does long to give His children good gifts. Read James 1:16-17. Learn as much as you can about the Character traits of God. And above all, let me know if I can help you. I’m always just an e-mail away. I love you sweetie. Hang in there. Hugs!!

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