Happy Birthday to Jamin!

a year ago, a special day was about to arrive. a beautiful, wonderful child was about to be born. my baby boy, my precious joy, my sweet little jamin zachariah. tomorrow my little baby will be one year old.

it seems so strange to me that a year has gone by. sometimes it still feels like i’m getting to know him. i have to admit, that the instant bond that i felt with the big boys didn’t happen with him, and i felt so guilty about that for so long. but there’s nothing i could have done to change anything. and besides, there’s no way i could possibly love him any more now. he is literally a piece of my heart. he is beyond precious and amazing, and i’m in tears thinking about what he means to me. i can’t believe i ever wanted him to be a girl. the world would have missed out on one amazing little man if i’d had my original wish. God always knows what’s best, doesn’t He?

jamin, i love you so much, sweet baby boy. you are light, you are joy, you are sweetness in a body. you are precious and loving, and so much fun. you have a smile that can melt the hardest heart, and eyes that can search into the deepest soul. you adore your family, and want to be just like your big brothers. you and kc are buddies, and i feel like somehow he’s “your” dog now. always know that you will be my baby…no matter what.

happy birthday, jamin. i can’t believe you’re a year old…

my sweet boy has been sick since wednesday evening. he’s had a fever (highest was 103.3) and has just looked miserable. we went to the dr today (he weighed 20lbs 4oz) to make sure he could have a party tomorrow. the dr said it’s just a cold, and since the party will be outside, we can go ahead and have it. it’s going to be at a park – the same one we went to for josiah’s first birthday. the party is for jamin and josiah. jamin’s is a blue’s clues theme and josiah’s is finding nemo. i’ll have you know finding nemo is impossible. they just don’t sell it anymore that i can find. it’s very annoying to find this out the week before a party…

i hope everyone has a great weekend! i don’t know when i’ll have a chance to update, but hopefully i’ll have some birthday layouts made soon. 😉

4 thoughts on “Happy Birthday to Jamin!

  1. Happy birthday to Jamin! I can’t believe it’s been a year already. That so doesn’t seem posible!!!

  2. Awww…I can’t believe he’s a year old. I’m sorry the little guy is sick for his Birthday though. I hope he and Josiah had a great Birthday Party.

    *Big Hugs*

  3. Wow… I can’t believe its been a year! Your boys are as adorable as ever. I’ve been thinking of you lots… can’t wait to go back and catch up on all your news!

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