Well, it’s happened. Not because of expensive fertility drugs. We haven?t taken any since February. No, it happened because we gave this desire totally over to God and we prayed for his blessing and miracle like never before. It happened because all of you, our beloved friends and family never stopped praying and continued to believe the Lord would bless us.
Yes, WE ARE PREGNANT! We are due either in January or February, 2-7 weeks along. We?re both thrilled, overjoyed, thankful and in shock. 🙂
I?m already feeling major morning sickness. I?m having trouble sleeping (partly from the excitement) and I?m peeing more than ever!
We are getting the baby room in order, which until now, though it?s had that title, has doubled as a junk room. ;)I?m already getting signed up on baby registries, and many friends want to take me baby shopping. As you probably know, we have the names picked out already: Jeremiah Thomas or Jalia Annemarie. Even so, you can vote in our poll so we can know how people feel about all the names we?re choosing for our future children.
In case you?re curious, our colors are mint green and lavender. The room theme is lambs, pastel Baby Snoopy and Precious Moments. As soon as it?s mainly decorated we?ll of course have pictures for you to see.
I can?t begin to thank each and every one of you from the bottom of my heart for all of your prayers and your love for us. I know this baby will be so very loved with real aunts and uncles and surrogate aunts and uncles as well!!!
Ok, here?s what had happened to tip me off. First of all, I have been feeling sick to my stomach for quite a while (since about may 8). Then I started getting breast tenderness. This past Saturday I wrote five or six new lullabies for my lullaby album, without feeling melancholy or depressed (not feeling I?d never sing these songs to my children), actually feeling happy. I was already thinking, hmmmm maybe it?s true. Then I got some disturbing news from a friend, and it sealed my decision to take a pregnancy test and find out if I was right!
I held my pee as long as I could, and awoke at 4 am, needing to go badly. This is it! I thought. I was looking to the left while I peed thinking it won?t be positive?then I put the stick down and said, yes, I AM pregnant, I know it. In like five seconds, it went positive!!!!!! I had to run and tell Jerry and he was so shocked and happy! I took a second positive test about half an hour later, then called my mom and dad, who were surprised and happy.
I tried to get back to sleep, but was pretty unsuccessful. I tossed and turned over and over. One of the songs I wrote on Saturday played in my mind and heart?.here are a few of the lyrics: Thank You, Lord, for this child from You
A perfect gift from Heaven, a blessed dream come true
You alone know how very long I prayed
For this precious miracle, and to You I give the praise
A life, a precious life, formed by Your hands
A heart, a tiny heart, made from pure love
You gave him to me, as I prayed that you would
Now I commit him unto You, Lord; once again, he?s in Your hands
At nine, I called my dr?s office and asked for a blood test ordered.in between then and the actual blood test, I took another positive urine test (I just had to be sure!). the blood test was at eleven, and they had to stick me three times to find a vein. L and then we didn?t find out until 550 that yes, it is indeed absolutely positive!!!
So when I got home I called lots of people. If you weren?t called, please don?t be offended. Either we don?t have your number or we figured it would be too late to call you, as I was sooo tired after my last phonecall after 10. I was just exhausted.
Today I?m home from work recovering from my stressful, though wonderful day yesterday. I feel horrible ? sick, tired and miserable. But still oh-so-happy!
here are the lyrics that describe exactly what I?m feeling (from a Christmas soundtrack called Child of the Promise): When The Dream Never Dies
(Michael Omartian & Stormie Omartian)
Deep in my heart was an ember of longing
Kept warm by the flame of desire
A dream held in secret I yearned to hold openly
Fanned by my hope into fire
It burned to such heat I could touch it no more
So I put it away and then closed up the door
Forever extinguishing all that would keep it alive
But the dream never died
The Lord has done this for me
He has looked on me kindly
He has heard all my cries
He has given me back what I laid at His feet
It must be God
When the dream never dies
Isn’t it just like the Lord to invite me
To put all my dreams in His hands
Forever releasing the grip that once held them
Forever surrending my plans
And then when He’s certain it’s not born of men
He calls for the fire to rekindle again
And He asks me to know in my heart
What’s not seen with my eyes
So the dream never dies
The Lord has done this for me
He has looked on me kindly
He has heard all my cries
He has given me back what I laid at his feet
It must be God
When the dream never dies
It must be God
When the dream never dies
Thanks again, friends and family, for all your prayers and support. Please continue to pray for us, that this pregnancy will be normal, that our baby will be healthy and that all goes well.
Love to you all,
Jenn (mama!) and Jerry (papa!) and our beloved baby 🙂
Dear Baby,
This is my first gift to you. This journal is to keep a record of memories of this pregnancy for you. I have been working on it since I found out we were pregnant with you. I just finished it a few minutes ago. Hope you like it.
Love,
Your Papa
I just canceled Netflix after hearing about the new movie that they are streaming that projects Jesus as gay and Mary as a pot smoking adulterer and I told them WHY I was dropping them. I currently have Pureflix and have enjoyed it immensely and plan to keep it. I also have amazon prime but we keep it because we can ship to our son for free when he is deployed/pcs’d to an overseas location with the Army and ship for free to our daughter in law and grandkids also wherever he is stationed. My question is are most of the movies the same or are there enough different movies/shows to warrant the 10.99 a month above what we pay for Pureflix?
Hi, Kerri!
I agree, that really made me sick to find out about. 🙁
It’s been over two years since I reviewed Crossflix, so I don’t know what content they have right now. The trial is for 30 days, so it can’t hurt to try it out! I actually think I may do another trial, just to get up to date on it. 🙂
Thanks for your comment, and I hope you have a blessed Christmas!
Hello. I do think the content is likely very good (have only watched a few yet). But I recommend not buying the 3-year deal unless/until you are sure that the streaming/your internet works for you. We bought the 3-year subscription, but wish we had not. Our internet is such that we get buffering every minute (very brief, but buffering none-the-less.) Plus, my husband has hearing issues, and Crossflix does not have CC, or subtitles, which makes it difficult for us. The company is not willing to give us a refund, to cancel our subscription.
I’m so sorry to hear that, Myrna! How long ago did you purchase it?
I am sorry but you must have a different service with crossflix plus than I do. It has been nothing but a nightmare. I unfortunately purchased the 3 yr and have hardly ever been able to access it. I get vague promises of fixes and when they do response to my inquiries it is only to ask me for the very same information I already gave them several times before. I despise this service and it isn’t for the content. The app and service itself stinks.